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    • Sacred Sounds & Ashtanga Yoga

      Posted at 4:42 pm by Lisa K, on October 22, 2017

      In Ashtanga we do an opening and closing prayer in conjunction with practice. It is important to sound the Sanskrit words aloud to feel how the vibrations will affect your being. I know that sounds strange at first, believe me, I was that person. I never felt comfortable chanting the words in front of others on my own in the Mysore room. I think it’s because I didn’t have an experience with it that allowed me to really understand its purpose. Once I started to practice at home, I began to realize the significance of the sounds that come from chanting.

      I am alone, I chant and I feel the vibrations within me.

      It’s that simple. Doing this every day by yourself, the sounds are clear and the meditation within it is more palpable, I have found. The opening chant is invigorating, uplifting and a wonderful honour of gratitude for the practice that will unfold following the prayer. At the end of practice, it feels like a seal of good intention that will affect the time after practice wether it be the entire day (which is desirable) or the night to come after an evening practice (more common for me nowadays). The final words of the closing prayer are “om shanti, shanti, shanti.”  This translates to mean universal peace.  It has been interpreted to mean that we are invoking peace for all beings and for all to be happy and free.  This is just such a beautiful thought and intention to vibrate out into the world.

      Regardless of the time which I utter these ancient words, their effect remains. Now when I am blessed to have the ability to go to the shala for practice, I feel confident to say them aloud because the vibration of their sounds is now something I have grown used to feeling before I begin. The lifting energy I feel when the whole room sounds the chant together is powerful. I enjoy doing them very much.

      There are also other chants which I have been taught and connect deeply with. Their uses for me are anything from invoking strength, focus for learning to healing and positive intention.  It is thought that the universe is made up of vibrational sounds and I find that creating them truly helps me to meditate at different times. When I gave birth to my babies, I used sound to help take my mind away from the pain of labour. Especially with my son as it was a completely natural birth experience. In fact, I remembered at the time of his birth that the walls were supposedly sound proofed in the hospital. I had learned that on my tour of the hospital and chuckled to myself when the memory of that piece of information came to me as I deeply om-ed during my labour. Deep sounds helped me to withdraw from the pain I felt during labour and I truly feel that it was my yoga that prepared me for this experience. Of course I also did a lot of swearing and crying because, you know, it really hurts;)

      Just like in learning, meditation styles differ among people. I was an auditory learner and also learned well through writing when I was in school. When I practice yoga, I enjoy asana and chanting but visualizations are not my favourite. Simple visualizations of breathing or the Golden Ball of Light Meditation that I do are good, but more complicated visualizations don’t help me focus as well. My mind wanders off too much. There are many yogis who exclusively practice japa mantra as their meditative practice. Japa translates to mean “muttering” and basically mantras are repeated in this practice many times. Examples could be “Om Namah Shivaya” or “Sat Nam”.  Using a mala is a good accessory for repeating mantras. If you would like to read more about mala, you can find more hereWhat is a Mala?

      It is important to learn how to sound the Sanskrit words correctly and I was informed of this by a wonderful woman who lead our current yoga teacher training group into a Havan Fire Ceremony. I will detail this experience in another post coming soon! The Havan is performed to aid in the energies of creation. The teacher who did this with us made it clear that pronunciation is important because the divine energies we are paying reverence to deserve this respect.

      In writing this post, I think that I will do another chanting post where I will share some of the chants that I know and use regularly.  What do you think? Is there something else you would like me to write about regarding chanting?

      Have a fabulous week!

      Love to you all,

      💖Lisa Michelle xo

       

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      Posted in Life & Yoga, Uncategorized | 18 Comments | Tagged ashtanga, chanting, energy, inspiration, knowledge, philosophy, vibration, Yoga
    • Yoga After Baby

      Posted at 2:48 am by Lisa K, on June 12, 2017

      After giving birth to two beautiful babies, getting back into my yoga practice presented with different challenges each time. My first baby was a dream, she slept for a long stretch from a young age and birth was pretty rapid and straight forward. I still felt more tired than I ever had and my energy stores were low for much longer than the usual 6 week recovery time. I did start a practice at home, a very short and often interrupted one at around the 12 week mark.

      Important differences I felt in my body were a general weakness in my abdominal muscles, pelvic area and hamstrings. I noticed while I was carrying my little girl around, that my lower back would often get sore. I knew I was dumping into my back as a result of my soft, weakened core (hey, that rhymed).  I began to really focus on trying to activate my core during regular activities, which was more tiring than I could recall it ever being, LoL.

      When I first began to practice, trying to locate the place in my pelvic floor muscles to lift was basically non-existent. I needed to be very careful with my hamstrings as well because when there is weakness in the core, the hamstrings can be overworked and over stretched as a result. There are so many poses that require forward folding in the primary series.   These are helpful for building back strength, but practice must be with focus and care.  I just didn’t fold very far. I concentrated on bringing the chest forward and low belly back.

      I really took my time and only did what I felt able to do because it wasn’t like I could just take a nap whenever I felt like it.  Healing from birth and making breast milk requires a lot of energy. Lack of sleep and a major change in my sleeping pattern made me tire easily at first.  According to yoga, there are some additional explanations for the loss of energetic stores in the body after birth.

      In yoga there are five vayus or “winds” that govern the movement and function of prana or energy flow in diffrerent areas of the body. The apana vayu is located in the root chakra or pelvic floor and is responsible for the outward movement of energy from the body. When a woman gives birth, the apana vayu is very active. There is a large concentration on the energy moving out of the body as the birthing process occurs. Afterwards, it is important to care for the body and attune this vayu. The pelvic floor is weakened and I most definitely had an awareness of this process in my body. There are Aryurvedic diets that can be followed as well to aid in the process of recovery but I didn’t know too much about that at the time. Poses which are good to rebalance are part of the Ashtanga primary series, lucky for me:) These are standing poses and forward folds which help ground and calibrate energy in the root chakra.

      Key Practice Points

      In forward folds, I bent me knees. Trying to activate my pelvic muscles and inner thigh muscles became an obsession. I mean, this area is the basis for all yoga poses and so working hard to build strength here was a necessary tribulation. I sweat into every pose, each like it was a new one. So many new sensations and feelings in many poses that I once felt were so familiar.

      I really breathed into each posture and became very comfortable with how far I was from my pre-baby practice level. Suddenly some aspects of what I focused on in my practice, such as pose depth, became like a joke to me. I felt like I had it all wrong!

      I knew that having a baby was going to teach me many things, but the most poignant lesson for my yoga practice was about perspective.

      I began to understand yoga as a lifelong journey with many fluctuations and cyclical movements forward and back. Not just a linear upward arrow! Just as practice has minor variances from day to day according to energy levels and mindset, on a larger scale, practice will have adjustments as my life and body change. I don’t feel like I was fully tuned into that prior to having my first baby.

      Practice became more sacred. I felt like each time I could get on my mat was a gift. I became much less concerned with anything but getting on that mat and breathing my way through. I was truly humbled by the complexities of life and how they evolved much of how I understood the world and the transformations I saw through the lens of yoga.

      The conclusion being:

      There is no conclusion in sight, just a vast number of layers appearing for me that I didn’t notice before. So interesting and inspiring!

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      After my second baby, I expected many of the body changes that came after my first. I had natural birth and healed well. I still didn’t practice until about 5 months had passed. My son was the kind of baby who would wake up and want to party for a couple of hours in the night. We co-slept until he was 10 months old. He basically slept on the boob, LoL. I had a much different experience and having a toddler and a baby put asana on the back burner for a longer time. My body yearned for it though and I got away for classes a couple times a week at first. I did some strength training as well because my pelvic floor was noticeably less toned than after my daughter. I really worked on that part the most until I could reach those muscles again. I didn’t want to risk injury by underestimating the weakness present in this area of my body.

      At ten months, my son was napping consistently and I could get a good practice time in. Either early mornings, nap time or evening after the babes were in bed. I learned how to be super flexible in my routine. Once a rigid, unstoppable train, I became a fly-by-the-seat-of-my-pants kinda gal, LoL. Yes, more life lessons that having children have brought to me. I know there are many more waiting for me as they grow, but I can wait;). Now my practice is back and has moved forward with regards to the number of asanas that are in my Ashtanga series. I found that by working basically from scratch, two times over, my “spidey-sense” for what is happening in my body has been heightened significantly.

      I am very grateful for the many humbling, stressful, happy, crazy, tiring, joyful, difficult, messy, etc!!!! experiences that I have had with my little ones.

      My advice for any Yogi moms-to-be….

      After having a baby, enjoy the time and let practice find it’s way back to you. Relax into your squishy body, enjoy your new life with all the smiles, tears, joy, intense LOVE and everything in between! There is so much time to find your way back and so many things that will happen in life before that time may come.  Yogis work hard to become strong and flexible in body, in mind it is life which teaches us this gift.

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      Posted in Uncategorized | 36 Comments | Tagged apana vayu, ashtanga, baby, energy, Post-partum yoga, prana, seventh series, Yoga, yoga mom
    • Golden Ball of Light Meditation

      Posted at 10:57 am by Lisa K, on June 7, 2017

      This meditation is one that I learned years ago and practice often. It takes about 10 minutes, but the calming softness it leaves within me lasts much, much longer. If meditation is new to you, I promise that this one has just enough to focus on to help keep your mind from wandering. It is a good one to practice anytime, but I find it particularly helpful when I feel stressed or anxious.

      To start this meditation, find a comfortable place where your body doesn’t need to hold itself up. I like to prop pillows behind me while in bed. Relaxing on the couch is a good spot too. Make sure there are no noises you can control in the background, like the tv or music. Your arms and legs should not be crossed. Let your arms relax beside your body and your legs apart and relaxed at the knees. Closing your eyes will help with the visualization in this meditation as well. If it isn’t possible to meet all these recommendations, make yourself as comfortable as possible wherever you are. Years ago I did this meditation on the go-train so it can really be done anyplace.

      I have included a voice recording of this meditation below as well.  Have a listen:)

      Begin by taking a few deep breaths in through the nose and out through the nose. Try to relax the tummy and let it move freely with the breath. Then begin to envision a faint golden yellow ball up in the sky. As you breath, watch it slowly move down towards you and then settling under your feet. It is about the size of a basketball.

      Feel a gentle warmth coming from the orb of light on the bottoms of your feet. It is soft and comforting to you. The golden light is the hue of a beautiful morning sunrise in the middle of summertime. Feel the warmth begin to move into your whole feet up to your ankles. The golden ball has expanded and enveloped your feet. As you breath, feel into your feet. Let all the muscles, tendons, vessels and bones relax. If you feel anyplace that has tension or discomfort, invite the light into that place in your feet and feel it pass.

      Now feel the light permeate its way up inside your legs. The golden ball is embracing your legs to the level of your knees. Again, feel the light moving through the tissues in this part of your body. Let it soften you, release any tension. The light spirals over your upper legs to your hips. Your entire pelvis is now also bathing in the beautiful comforting warmth of the golden orb. Breathe into your pelvis, breathe into your legs. Let the light find its way into all the tissues and bones and structures of this deep root of your body. Find any areas that need the comfort of the warm light and breathe. Breathe in warm softness. Exhale tension and stress.

      The ball of light is expanding now to engulf your entire torso. Your abdomen, chest, back and organs. Your lungs feel the warmth. Your heart beats and brings with it healing light to your body. Take time to let go of stress, feel the shoulders release, the rhythm of your breathing is comforting. Now the light is spiraling out and around your arms down into your hands and out your fingertips. It is sparkling as it relaxes them. You feel warmth in your throat and softness permeating into your face and around your head. The golden ball is surrounding your entire being and you feel so content and calm. Breathe in warm softness. Exhale tension and stress. Sit and breathe as long as you wish or if you are doing this in bed, allow yourself to drift off to sleep.

      This visualization helps to reconnect with and relax the body and steady the mind. I enjoy it every time I do it. If your mind gets distracted at any time, just call it back and continue on. Some days I am more focused than others and that’s okay. Go with the flow of your breath and each time you use this calming meditation, you will feel soft and calmness come over your being. Enjoy!

      Voice Recording:

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      Posted in Meditations, Uncategorized | 33 Comments | Tagged energy, equanimity, inspiration, life, meditation, mindful, peaceful, Yoga
    • Creating Little Yogis

      Posted at 1:23 am by Lisa K, on March 21, 2017

      It stands to reason that if yoga is an integral part of your daily life, it will inevitably infuse itself into the lives of your children. Sort of like how every word that comes out of your mouth, will eventually come out of theirs… The fact is, children are learning about the world and everything we say and do will influence how they communicate with the world in some way. That sounds a little frightening, because I mean, who is a perfect role model for their child every second of the day? Luckily, I have this yoga thing that will help to balance things out and offer a positive example for my little people to learn from.

      The usefulness of breathing and moving the body, I feel can only be beneficial to the physical and psychological well being of my little humans who possess sponge-like minds and an uninhibited sense of freedom in movement. From the time my little girl was able to see, she has most definitely witnessed me practicing yoga. She has heard me chant and now does it too. I have taught her different breathing techniques which, even though they are still more just play, will help her to deal with the stress and anxiety that she may be confronted with in her future.

      When I stand at the top of my mat and begin my practice with the opening chant, my little girl will OM with me and then hum along for the rest of it.  My little guy even gets in on the humming part, lol.  She will even start doing some sun salutations with me, her little pink mat next to mine. After a few minutes, she finds something else to do, but I think it’s a good start for a 4 year old. She can hear me breathing deeply, sometimes I repeat my mantra for difficult poses out loud. Mine is actually a yoga sutra. She can hear me repeating “Sthira sukham asanam”. This sutra basically translates to mean grounded or steadiness and gentle ease or effortless effort. For her to hear the Sanskrit and see how I am using this may not make any sense to her in a conscious way, but the sort of energy created may illuminate a palpable strength of effort and determination. Both of these things, I hope she will find to be within her own repertoire of assets as she grows.

      For children of this age group, my daughter being 4 and my son almost 2, it is sometimes difficult for them to articulate their feelings. It is also beyond the ability of a 2 year old to comprehend logic and reason and so tantrums happen as an emotional outburst on the regular. Teaching them both to breathe deeply and slowly is physiologically calming, and it takes their minds off of what has been upsetting them too. Bhramari is a breathing technique used to calm the mind and soothe the brain. It is easy and fun for kids because they get to make the sound of a bee! We take a deep breath and then hum as we exhale slowly. Since it is like a game, they don’t even know how it is helping to diffuse their anger or frustration. For my daughter, we can talk about whatever problem that was making her feel upset far more easily afterwards. For my son, we only do this for fun until he gets a bit older and will do it when I tell him it will help.

      I think my 4 year old will be ready to try learning to do some simple chants soon. I have learned several and I think it will be a great way to build concentration and focus as well as calm and produce positive energy. Who doesn’t want that? So you see, yoga really is for human beings of any age. I even remember playing yoga chants and songs as relaxation when my daughter was a baby. Yoga lullabies! So my message for this writing is really to find ways to share your beautiful yoga practices with your children and really anyone who will let you. There is really nothing like sharing something you revere, respect, enjoy, love and feel grateful to have:)

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