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    • Is There a Cost to Self-Improvement?

      Posted at 10:01 pm by Lisa K, on October 23, 2026

      Dear Diary,

      I’ve spent lots of time thinking about my place in this world. Our experiences, sometimes traumatic, sometimes transformative, shape the ways we interact with the world around us. Some of the patterns we develop are protective, others defensive, and still others emerge from our efforts to break free from the patterns we’ve come to recognize in ourselves. Each of us experiences and understands life through a perspective uniquely shaped by our own experiences and personalities.

      In my personal journey, finding activities that allowed me to be physically active was when I truly felt I could express myself freely. Through movement, I could feel into deeper places within myself and experience something that words and conventional communication could never fully describe.

      When I discovered Ashtanga yoga, the combination of breath, ethical principles for how we treat ourselves and others, the physical practice of asana and the exploration of the mind were a sort of jackpot. These aspects of yoga offered me ways to explore myself that I hadn’t experienced before.

      Through yoga, I’ve learned the value of turning my attention inward. Practices like Pratyahara where we attempt to withdraw our senses from external distraction and Dharana which is the practice of sustained concentration could be found through my asana practice. Finding them has given me space to observe, reflect and understand aspects of myself that I might have otherwise overlooked.

      The things I’ve discovered about myself and the ways I’ve worked to address them have contributed to a deepening awareness. I’ve spent years searching for ways to improve myself, to better understand how I show up for others, to consider people and situations from as many perspectives as I can imagine and to discover what is truly important to me.

      I’m also beginning to understand that self-awareness without self-acceptance can become an endless process of self-correction. The more we learn about ourselves, the more we may find to question, examine and maybe even criticize. But does every discovery require change? Does recognizing an imperfection mean that we must work to overcome it?

      In Patanjali’s Yoga Sūtras, there is discussion about an awareness that observes without becoming entangled in the fluctuations of the mind. It makes me wonder, maybe I’ve spent so much time examining what I see within myself that I’ve forgotten what it means to simply be the observer. To recognize what arises within me without attaching a need to change anything.

      This doesn’t mean ignoring the parts of myself that genuinely deserve attention. Rather it is to recognize that growth doesn’t always have to begin with the belief that something is wrong.

      I believe deeply in the value of self-reflection and developing awareness.

      But I feel tired.

      Not of growing or learning, but of approaching myself as though there’s usually something to be fixed.

      What about enjoying who I am now more?

      What about Santosha?

      In yoga philosophy, Santosha is the practice of cultivating contentment with what is, rather than constantly seeking something different. It doesn’t ask us to abandon growth or curiosity, but maybe it’s more of an invitation to learn that contentment and growth can exist together.

      My journey has been fruitful, but I believe it has lacked balance.

      I cannot change the past, and I don’t want to spend too much time worrying about the future. The meaning of the present moment has taken on yet another layer for me.

      I want to experience what it feels like to be here more, in this place of knowing and recognizing myself. Not with conceit or arrogance but with humility, gratitude for everything that has shaped me and forgiveness too.

      Maybe I can continue learning, exploring and growing without approaching myself as someone who needs to be improved.

      Maybe the real question I have been sitting with is – Can we continue to grow without believing that who we are today is somehow incomplete?

      And with that, I will end this entry.

      Love,

      Lisa

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    • It’s Not You, It’s Your Nervous System

      Posted at 8:13 pm by Lisa K, on October 13, 2025

      Dear Diary,

      I was reading some things about the nervous system recently. But before I get into the insights that touch on our perceptions of reality and mental health, I want to trace back a web of connections I’ve been forming over the years, links that began to take shape through my ongoing journey with yoga.

      So I’ve noticed that over the last few years, in mainstream medicine, there has been more of a focus on the vagus nerve and regulating the nervous system through vagal toning. It’s sort of a *buzz* topic.  I read Eddie Stern’s One Simple Thing, a few books and articles on quantum theory, and some psychology and neuroscience papers and blogs about vagal tone over the years. 

      Being in the dental field, I had some prior knowledge about the 10th cranial nerve known as the vagus nerve and that it innervates many areas of the body from the brain to the abdomen. Most importantly for my entry today, that it is part of the autonomic nervous system and it plays a role in the stimulation of the parasympathetic nervous system which is the part that calms us. 

      Later, when I did my first Ashtanga based training, there was an immense focus on pranayama, the fourth limb of yoga, which is breath work to control life force energy which in turn can control the mind and our emotional state. There is also a focus in Ashtanga yoga asana and the effects it has on the nervous system. The primary series in Ashtanga is the Yoga Chikitsa, which is designed to purify and detoxify the body to prepare for the second series which is Nadi Shodana or nerve cleansing that focuses on the spine with deep backbends and twisting postures. These practices are meant to prepare the body for moving into the deeper states of meditation and consciousness.

      So why am I writing about all of this? 

      Well, I was watching a content creator who was wearing a towel on her head and a face mask talk about quantum physics and even though this lady was using a face roller as she was getting ready for bed, she said some things that really resonated with me. What she said was, that in her studies she has learned: When your nervous system believes something, the universe arranges itself to match it. We do not experience the world, we experience our nervous system. This is why two people who have the experience, often have a different version of what happened or their own story.

      Personally, I think this is a very interesting way to look at how reality is shaped. That it is not some concrete observation we have, rather it is guided by our emotional state and the condition of our nervous system. The different energies and frequencies that we emit have some sort of influence on the environment and what we notice or pay attention to is sort of filtered by what we can sense at a given moment.  I mean I think most people would agree that they have felt “vibes” or energy from others. Some people might say this is all just a load of garbage, but I heard and felt what she was saying.

      All of these pieces of information have been circulating around in my mind, and it seems to be resonating with me because it is an entirely different perspective to help me understand myself, especially times when I have some emotional and anxiety overwhelm. When these things happen, I think it’s pretty natural to think about what could be triggering the “episodes” and also to think about how to manage them, when they come up. 

      I began to think about how I view the world when I am feeling down. The way I interact with people and the general feelings I have at those times are the same as the rest of my mind, kinda gross. I am viewing the world through my dysregulated nervous system. One of the tools I have spent the most time developing to manage anxiety has been deep breathing and counted breathing. This is a technique for toning the vagus nerve which activates the parasympathetic nervous system and brings that sense of calm to my pumped up nervous system and slows down the emotional spiral I may be heading towards. By no means am I an expert on how to deal with anxiety but I know that over the years, this has helped me. When I am feeling good, my interactions are lighter, more carefree and feel easy and positive. There are no extra messages I feel compelled to read into and I might even feel “dialed in” to the good energy around me.  

      So you see, the perspective this face masked lady shared enlightened my thinking in a way. To see what might be part of the bigger picture in dealing with life and the roller coaster I accidentally get on from time to time makes the whole experience seem a little less solitary and that things may seem worse than they actually are because I need to rebalance myself. What’s more, this is something I can do something about. I find this comforting and while there will likely be times when none of this will matter, if I work on myself with this in mind, I have another valuable way to understand and learn about being a human being. I am grateful for this experience and for this life.

      With love,

      Lisa

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    • Reflections on 2024

      Posted at 4:51 pm by Lisa K, on December 31, 2024


      Dear diary,

      It’s been a few years since I wrote a post for the New Year. The tides of change have visited my little life, so here we are as 2024 draws to a close. You may want to sit down and have a nice tea to enjoy while you read on. I’m going to be completely honest. I have been preparing a  master plan for over a year now for how I will make my life the way I want it to be. 

      How it Started

      A year and a half ago, I took a new full-time position doing a job that really fulfills me. It beckons me to utilize my knowledge and skills, as well as giving me the freedom to call on my creativity to design engaging, real-world activities that align with educational program learning outcomes and goals for the many programs I have worked on.  In this element, it feels like an orchestra playing in perfect time and tune where I can become engrossed in the world of creation. It’s like being in a place where there are endless possibilities and somehow just the right ones come into view at just the right time. 

      How can I explain this better…well my cousin is basically a math genius and she once told me that she could see equations as 3D images in her mind. I was in awe of her description of it as math is not a gift I share with her and I certainly do not see anything that beautiful when I attempt a math problem. It sounded so interesting and wonderful to learn that she had this experience. Now, when I do my work, this memory comes to mind because I think I understand the meaning and depth of her gift when I do this work. I feel the beauty of it too. I also love the team I work with and was super excited when my work bestie recommended me for the job. When we work together, we feel this magic like we are adding to an artful masterpiece. It’s super cool. It has been really busy and I have enjoyed these aspects of it very much. 

      But…

      As time went on, I started having difficulty balancing my life. The way we work on the programs means I am often working more than I should be. I don’t know how other people fully do all the things with this type of a schedule. It’s hard to keep up. I started finding it difficult to make time for my ashtanga yoga practice, be completely invested in what my kids are doing and thoughtfully devoted in my relationship so what I felt compelled to let go of was the time I had for me. Facing the reality of it all, my kids, my husband and my job were my priorities and I couldn’t justify taking the time left I had available to do anything but get the house ready to sell, clean, investigate the real estate market, mortgage options, all the important things to get my big plan in motion. For anyone who has been in the market this past year, they know, it has been a very fragile and unpredictable year.

      Slowly, I started to notice that my anxiety crept back up, I couldn’t sleep property and I could barely wake up in the morning, so I began to feel ragged. I wanted to be 100% for all the things, but this was not a possible reality for me in this worldly dimension. There were not enough hours in the day or energy in my body and mind to keep up with it all. I would cry a lot about how I was failing to be all that I wanted. Without my solitary time, my yoga time – the fundamental balancing force in my life – I was getting spun up and a little bit, out of control. I started having physical manifestations of stress as well so something needed to shift soon.

      I had to keep reminding myself that everything was part of a bigger plan. More freedom – more time for my family, maybe take a vacation and space for me to be completely present for everything. These were the start of it – my big plan. I wanted to reduce my work schedule so I could be present at the capacity that I envisioned so as to soak up every moment in appreciation and enjoyment. 

      Well, so far we made the move and we just went on a vacation, yay! Before the holidays, I gathered the courage to ask for a reduction in hours at work. I was greeted with support and told that this was definitely an option. At the moment, I feel so much gratitude for what I have and where I am going. 

      The end of a year can mean many different things for different people. Honestly, this year has been a real handful. So many obstacles appeared at my most vulnerable times, I wondered if things would work out the way I hoped and planned that they would. It seemed that for every piece I moved on the chess board of life, there would be a skilled and calculated move against me. I was focusing on my goal but not realizing the cascade of potentials that may get in the way. I resolved to be patient and ride it out, though I cried several rivers of tears in the process, it was a game that I would not lose without a fight. 

      On the Other Side

      Now, I am here at the end of 2024. There are still more creases to iron out, but my overall vision is now clearly taking steps in the right direction. The support of my husband to make the time he knows and can so clearly see that I need has helped me to bridge the gap even though he has a busy travel schedule and has had many changes along the way too. My world has changed so much in the last year. I have learned more about resilience through it all and above all things, how to keep working, planning and making actions towards a goal, even when the rewards can’t be realized until it is brought to completion. All of this time, I didn’t stop to reflect, there seemed to be no place for it in all the chaos. 

      The Big Lessons


      Now I can see how I managed to make it through with such lessons to behold. All the years that I have dedicated to Ashtanga, they have trained my mind, body and soul to trust in myself. That I have the ability to withstand failure and to appreciate the varied measures of growth that will arise. That I am a force of power that can contemplate, feel and persevere through the labyrinth of circumstances and emotions that may try to stifle my will. It has been a very studious learning experience, this past year. I am on my way, and won’t stop until I get there. I feel so much love for everything, some beautiful things, some bittersweet. With each step, feeling gratitude for what I do have has been the greatest gift. It is the grace that may elevate all hearts to feel the deep motivation and love of life that keeps us moving and reaching for our dreams.

      This world isn’t an easy place, suffering is everywhere. It’s all we can do to stay buoyant – to listen, to dream and to find hope will strengthen the heart and amplify the connection to self deep within. As 2024 draws to a close, a new year dawns with the potential for growth of the dreams we are working on, the dreams that we will tackle next and the dreams that we will dream up for the time to come. May 2025 bring you a feeling of hope, strength and faith in yourself, for we all have the power to make our dreams, big or small, come true. Best wishes today and in the coming year ahead.

      Love,

      Lisa xo

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    • Yoga: My Personal Path

      Posted at 11:05 am by Lisa K, on June 24, 2024

      Dear Diary,

      It has been a while since I have written. Life has been busy. Every once in a while, some thoughts come together and I feel like sharing them here. This post has as much to do about Ashtanga as it does about me. It’s a little bit about my personal practice path, how it shapes me and vice versa.

      When I started practising Ashtanga yoga, my purpose was very different from today. I pushed past my limits, got angry with myself, ignored the signs. The ice I had built up around myself started to melt though, and it quickly became obvious that this wasn’t sustainable. An awareness arose and it had to be acknowledged. It was arduous, but I did. And still do.

      As the years have gone by, my life has had countless ups and downs. I have felt strong and I have felt weak, both mentally and physically and in all different ways, the pendulum has swung repeatedly. If only words could really communicate the depth of emotions we are capable of experiencing. 

      Through all of it, I practiced.  I got on my mat and reveled in the exhilaration of energy and synergy within. I got on my mat and felt the pain while breathing into my anxious mind or aching heart. Sometimes I gloriously caught my heels in kapo, others I barely bent back and could not go any further. But still, I practiced. The movement, the breath, the grounding, the opening, it has always supported me. It has lifted me up, or humbled me or at least just held me where I was. 

      After all this time, my practice continues to transform. Now I mostly practice alone. For now, this is what feels right. And I practice for many reasons – for the love of it, the familiarity, the discipline, the ability to feel deep within my body, to see how my mind is doing, but mostly to just be me. I no longer push when my heart hurts, or berate myself for not doing enough. I breathe and I work. Each pose, though I might have done it thousands of times, can feel so good sometimes and so shitty at others. The wave of sensations can be be incredibly variable from day to day. A metaphor for what is life and a challenge in so many different ways.

      The thing is, it is always enough. Whatever I can do, wherever my mind is, when I get on my mat and breathe, I let go of the expectations and my practice meets me where I am. It doesn’t judge me, and I surrender to this for myself. It hasn’t always been this way. It was not available to me, by way of self-limiting absurdities. But it is now, and I am grateful.

      It’s easy to get lost in the multitudinous responsibilities of life. To put it bluntly, it is just plain hard to navigate the world sometimes. But my practice is always there. It has become an extension of me and I have never wanted to leave it for long.

      If there is a message in all of this, it would be to find that “thing” that seems to just naturally arrange space expressly for you. Something that intuitively nurtures your soul and lets you feel. A place just for you. There is nowhere that feels more real, or reliable and genuine of a place to listen and heal than within.

      With that, I sign off with the very best wishes. To living life, to healing and of course, to Love.

      Best wishes,

      Lisa

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    • 5 Tips to Motivate the Home Practitioner in the Winter

      Posted at 3:34 am by Lisa K, on January 16, 2018

      So over the last month we have had temperatures as low as -30 degrees and even though the heat is on in the house and I have a space heater, it is difficult to get my yoga practice going in the morning sometimes. I feel almost like the fact that my life has called for some evening practice times has been a godsend even though I am really more of a morning person, lol.  So I thought it would be a good idea to share some of my tried, tested and true motivation methods to get on that mat in the early morning during the dark and cold winter months.

      1. When you open your eyes in the morning, drink a large glass of water as soon as your alarm goes off to make you wake up! I keep my water bottle beside my bed so that I pop up and drink it when I turn the alarm off. This helps to get me up, get my digestive tract moving and overall the habit of doing this helps prime me for getting out of bed. It helps that in the next 15 mins, I will need to use the washroom as well, lol!
      2. Once you are up, turn the space heater on in your practice space right away so it can start to warm things up from the get-go. I always find that when I do this, I feel happy to step on my mat next to the extra warmth already going. It’s akin to having a car-starter for that morning drive! It just makes things that little bit easier, which actually goes a long way!
      3. Wear some extra layers that you can peel off as you warm up. I like to practice in leggings and a sports bra. It isn’t fun to put this on early on a cold day and get to practicing yoga. I wear a long sleeve top and after my surya namaskara, I am usually ready to take it off. Wear whatever makes you feel comfy and able to move without feeling unnecessarily chilly. Even with my space heater, I am acutely aware of the temperature difference as it occilates from left to right.
      4. When it’s cold, sometimes I like to try and talk myself out of doing my whole practice. This is actually okay because as you warm up, your mind will change because you will feel that beautiful feeling of your muscles waking up and lengthening as you warm and strengthen. This is one of my favourite parts of practice. As a home practitioner, it is commonplace to have this internal dialogue of doing just standing poses or primary series for me. I relish the end of my practice when I finish the entire thing and actually enjoy doing some of my more difficult poses because I am more aware of how much more fluid and connected I feel as I practice compared to before I started or how I would feel if I didn’t practice. In fact, the memory of this endorphin high is what helps motivate me each time I feel like giving in to my desire to stay in bed. Over time, it has become a serious motivator so that now I am able to get up at 4:30am when I need to start home practice as early as 5am so that I can fit it into my day.

      People have gasped in disbelief when I tell them the schedule I have and even more so at the schedule I had before I had children. As a dental hygienist working down in the city, I would have to get up at 3:20am to fit practice in at my shala before heading to work for 7:30am. I know it sounds crazy, but when something changes your life the way practicing yoga has changed mine, it is really a no brainer. The priming of practicing at early times and the feeling in my body after each time I practice continues to serve as a serious motivator for me to continue. Don’t get me wrong, there are still days where I have had REAL trouble, but knowing that my feeling will return if I push through has allowed me to get past the initial inertia many times.

      5. My final tip is to plan for a delicious cup of coffee and breakfast after practice. I often think about what I will do and how I will feel after I am done to motivate me to get out of bed when it is most difficult. I also remind myself how upset I will be if I do give in and stay in bed. There is just too much to gain from getting up and doing my asana and breathing through each pose. It really is such a personal time, to connect and feel into me before I spend the day as open to what the day may hold as possible. It is a way to regroup and collect myself, and each time I am able to will myself onto the mat and do my practice is another proof that I am the master of my destiny. It sounds cliche, but I enjoy the ability I have to help myself be my best self each time I am able to do so. I feel confident, I feel strong, I feel capable and most of all, I feel ME. It is what keeps me motivated, sane even. My practice is one thing I can count on, whether it is only standing because my son wakes up or I’m able to do my whole practice. I am there, everyday, contributing to the betterment of my physical, mental and spiritual health. I am my own master. I am the director of what I am capable of doing and it feels fucking awesome.

      So be your master. Kick your butt out of bed for a meditation, a run, yoga, anything that helps you reset yourself and find YOU before you begin your day. It will only bring joy, happiness and confidence and who wouldn’t want that??

      Be your best self, hug yourself and look in the mirror today- smile and tell yourself you are amazing because YOU ARE!!

      Much Love,

      Lisa xo

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    • Yoga & The Shat Kriyas

      Posted at 1:50 am by Lisa K, on December 4, 2017

      Yoga as it has been popularized in western culture is primarily characterized by asana or the practice of physical postures. There are many people who become more involved in the practice by learning about yoga philosophy and the eight limbs of Ashtanga Yoga. From pranayama (breathing practices) to Dhyana (meditation), people have started to become more aware of the deeper meanings and related rituals and practices involved in yoga. When we think about the second limb, the Niyama, the first is sauca. Sauca refers to the purification of the body both internally and externally. As Chip Hartranft comments in his version of ‘The Yoga Sutra of Patanjali’, sauca extends both to the corporeal sphere of proper diet and cleanliness, on the one hand, and for “mental purity”. This leaves much for us to do as yoga practitioners both physically and within our minds to become closer to the blissful state of Samadhi, the eighth and final limb of Yoga.

      What are the Shat Kriyas?

      According to another prominent yogic text, the Hatha Pradipika, these are internal bodily cleansing processes. I am sharing these with you because I have personally practiced them, learning them from my first yoga training teacher, Paul Dallaghan, on my first 1 month intensive in Thailand. We do pranayama and asana to purify the body as well. The primary series of Ashtanga yoga or the Yoga Chikitsa is meant to purify and detoxify the body. The shat kriya should be practiced in conjunction with the asana and pranayama practice to obtain more effective body purification. When I begin to describe these kriyas, I know some may sound rather extreme, but like anything, with practice they will become easy and routine if you wish to do them.

      The Shat Kriyas:
      1. Neti- jala and sutra – nasal cleansing
      2. Nauli – abdominal organ cleaning
      3. Vaman (dhauti) – stomach cleaning
      4. Kapalabhati– respiratory tract cleansing
      5. Basti– colon cleansing
      6. Tratak– clearing the mind through candle staring

      1. Jala Neti

      Jala neti is nasal irrigation and has gained much recognition in western cultures as of late. Doctors even prescribe for their patients to use a nasal irrigation bottle for allergies to post nasal drip conditions. My husband has a deviated septum and a permanent opening in his upper nasal cavity for which he has been recommended to do this activity. Jala neti uses a small tea pot like container with a salt/water solution poured through one nostril and let to flow out of the other nostril. There is a particular technique so that the water drains properly. It is to cleanse the nasal passageway and I do this technique on a daily basis. It is important, especially if pranayama or even asana are practiced so that deep breathing is completed with a clean airway.

      Neti pot with salt and spoon

      Photo: Neti pot and salt

      Sutra Neti

      Sutra neti is something which I have practiced, but it has not remained a daily practice for me because I find it invasive. It is meant to more intricately clean the nasal passageway and I understand it’s purpose, but it is not comfortable for me to do regularly. It uses a rubber tubing which is slowly fed through one nostril until it comes into the back of the throat. This end is retrieved there and it is slowly pulled back and forth from the nostril to the mouth to clean the passage. At first, I gagged on the cord, but with practice it can be accomplished more easily than one might imagine. However, I do agree that it is not pleasant to do. Afterwards though, I do feel more of an awareness of this area of my body and like flossing, it becomes like necessary evil.
      I do this one maybe twice a year, not very often. I do floss daily though, lol. After being a dental hygienist for many years, I have a healthy flossing habit.

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      Photo: A sutra neti cord

      2. Nauli

      The starting point for this practice is to do uddiyana bandha. On an empty stomach, preferably in the morning, a deep breath is taken in. It is then exhaled and you bend over and place the hands on the thighs close to the hips. Pressing down on this place and without drawing any air in, the abdominal area is drawn up and under the ribcage. It creates heat in the body and helps to identify where the power and strength of this bandha comes from for the Ashtanga asana practice. After this is a place you can find, nauli is practiced. First the rectus abdominus muscle is isolated. This is not an easy feat. With continued practice it can be pulled forward and then nauli is done when it is rhythmically moved from right to left and then in the opposite direction. I am not a master of this process, but I do practice it. I find that on days where my motivation and energy are low, it is most beneficial because it creates an energy and focus of its own that helps to invigorate my desire to practice. I usually do 5 rounds of uddiyana bandha and then 5 rounds of nauli when I feel this way and I’m good to go!

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      Video- a small clip of the current state of my nauli practice

      3. Vaman (Dhauti)

      This kriya was most disturbing to me. I really dislike the feeling of vomiting and that is basically what you do in this practice. The purpose is to cleanse the stomach. A large bottle of water, lukewarm 1 litre to 2 tsp of salt, is drank quickly. The right hand is then used to induce vomiting so that the water is thrown out. I did this practice 1x week after returning from Thailand but have since lost its practice because I find it so disturbing. I dislike the feeling of vomiting and do not feel that it is necessary to subject myself to this practice regularly. Perhaps I should, but I do not. Neti should be performed following vaman to clear the passageways of the remaining water which comes up from the stomach.  I have dhauti in brackets next to my subtitle because vaman is actually one form of the stomach cleaning practices of which there are more.  They are increasingly invasive, as I recall, one involves swallowing a large length of cloth.  I will not discuss them further here as I have not done these myself.

      4. Kapalabhati

      If you have ever been to a moksha yoga class, you have probably experienced this pranayama. It is completed by taking a deep inhale and then doing shallow, audible exhales very quickly through the nose. It is to help remove any leftover water from jala neti and vaman and should be practiced after these. Kapalabhati is also an internal heat generating pranayama and caution should be taken in its practice. Any practice which involves extra internal heating should be under the guidance of an experienced teacher. In fact, all of these kriyas should be practiced first by the instruction of an experienced teacher. I found that in my constitution, some of them did not suit me well. I wish to write a post about aryurvedic body constitution soon. I am strongly pitta which is already a heat generating constitution and so this practice is to be completed in a limited way for me.

      5. Basti

      Ok, this colon cleansing practice is more than I am willing to do. Luckily on my stay in Thailand, there was a colonic machine available so it was a bit more accessible for me. Cleaning the colon has several practices which I will not discuss here because I have not done them personally. I have only done the colonic method where I helped guide a lubricated tube into the anus and then water was pumped into the colon and then later ejected. The idea of these practices is again to purify and cleanse the colon. I do understand the purpose and need for these practices because it is possible nowadays more than ever for food stuffs to become lodged within due to the preservatives and simulated products we have available in this day and age. It is important to have a healthy and clean colon for regular bowel movements and toxin removal, especially for the practice of yoga asana!

      6. Tratak

      This is a practice that also helps the practitioner become closer to Dharana or concentration which is the 6th limb of yoga. Dharana means to fix the mind’s gaze or consciousness onto a single point. Tratak is when a candle flame is lit in the dark and placed at eye level about 3 feet away. The practitioner should be seated in a comfortable position such as sukhasana (cross-legged) or padmasana (lotus). The flame is stared upon until the eyes become dry and then the practitioner lies down and rests in savasana for 5-10 mins. Tratak is to clear the mind, create focus and bring consciousness within. I do this one about 1 a month and really I could do it much more frequently. It does remind me when I was a kid, my best friend and I would go into the closet and stare at each other in the dim light of a flashlight shining at the opposite wall. We would stare at each other’s faces until we could see nothing except the others eyes. Tratak is a very focusing practice and I enjoy this one. It can be completed daily because it doesn’t take that much time really at all.

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      Photo: Tratak or candle staring

      So you see, Yoga is such a complex practice and there is so much more involved than just doing poses and breathing. While these aspects on their own are capable of serious transformation, the kriyas are the next step of creating a body and mind which are clear and very sensitive to the stimuli in our complex world. I hope you have found this information interesting and useful. It doesn’t hurt to try some of these practices to see the depth of their healing. I recommend finding a teacher to help you in your practice of the kriyas and yoga asana in general, as it will be most beneficial to you mentally and physiologically. Wishing you the best as always, namaste.

      Love to you,

      Lisa xo

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    • Sacred Sounds & Ashtanga Yoga

      Posted at 4:42 pm by Lisa K, on October 22, 2017

      In Ashtanga we do an opening and closing prayer in conjunction with practice. It is important to sound the Sanskrit words aloud to feel how the vibrations will affect your being. I know that sounds strange at first, believe me, I was that person. I never felt comfortable chanting the words in front of others on my own in the Mysore room. I think it’s because I didn’t have an experience with it that allowed me to really understand its purpose. Once I started to practice at home, I began to realize the significance of the sounds that come from chanting.

      I am alone, I chant and I feel the vibrations within me.

      It’s that simple. Doing this every day by yourself, the sounds are clear and the meditation within it is more palpable, I have found. The opening chant is invigorating, uplifting and a wonderful honour of gratitude for the practice that will unfold following the prayer. At the end of practice, it feels like a seal of good intention that will affect the time after practice wether it be the entire day (which is desirable) or the night to come after an evening practice (more common for me nowadays). The final words of the closing prayer are “om shanti, shanti, shanti.”  This translates to mean universal peace.  It has been interpreted to mean that we are invoking peace for all beings and for all to be happy and free.  This is just such a beautiful thought and intention to vibrate out into the world.

      Regardless of the time which I utter these ancient words, their effect remains. Now when I am blessed to have the ability to go to the shala for practice, I feel confident to say them aloud because the vibration of their sounds is now something I have grown used to feeling before I begin. The lifting energy I feel when the whole room sounds the chant together is powerful. I enjoy doing them very much.

      There are also other chants which I have been taught and connect deeply with. Their uses for me are anything from invoking strength, focus for learning to healing and positive intention.  It is thought that the universe is made up of vibrational sounds and I find that creating them truly helps me to meditate at different times. When I gave birth to my babies, I used sound to help take my mind away from the pain of labour. Especially with my son as it was a completely natural birth experience. In fact, I remembered at the time of his birth that the walls were supposedly sound proofed in the hospital. I had learned that on my tour of the hospital and chuckled to myself when the memory of that piece of information came to me as I deeply om-ed during my labour. Deep sounds helped me to withdraw from the pain I felt during labour and I truly feel that it was my yoga that prepared me for this experience. Of course I also did a lot of swearing and crying because, you know, it really hurts;)

      Just like in learning, meditation styles differ among people. I was an auditory learner and also learned well through writing when I was in school. When I practice yoga, I enjoy asana and chanting but visualizations are not my favourite. Simple visualizations of breathing or the Golden Ball of Light Meditation that I do are good, but more complicated visualizations don’t help me focus as well. My mind wanders off too much. There are many yogis who exclusively practice japa mantra as their meditative practice. Japa translates to mean “muttering” and basically mantras are repeated in this practice many times. Examples could be “Om Namah Shivaya” or “Sat Nam”.  Using a mala is a good accessory for repeating mantras. If you would like to read more about mala, you can find more hereWhat is a Mala?

      It is important to learn how to sound the Sanskrit words correctly and I was informed of this by a wonderful woman who lead our current yoga teacher training group into a Havan Fire Ceremony. I will detail this experience in another post coming soon! The Havan is performed to aid in the energies of creation. The teacher who did this with us made it clear that pronunciation is important because the divine energies we are paying reverence to deserve this respect.

      In writing this post, I think that I will do another chanting post where I will share some of the chants that I know and use regularly.  What do you think? Is there something else you would like me to write about regarding chanting?

      Have a fabulous week!

      Love to you all,

      💖Lisa Michelle xo

       

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    • Autumn Equinox: The Change of Season and Yoga

      Posted at 12:13 am by Lisa K, on September 25, 2017

      This year, it hasn’t really felt quite like the entrance into autumn. The weather is more like a beautiful July day. Today we took one of our usual walks down to the dog park and pond near our home. In the months when it is warm enough, we just love going down this path to enjoy nature and the beauty of the earth right next to our bustling subdivision. The swans come in the summer, they are magical creatures. There is a majestic heron who we are lucky enough to witness gracefully floating down into his watery home on many occasions. The ducks, the geese, the beaver, bunnies and the dragon flies are around us when we slowly walk around the loop. Our little quick bunny friend I snapped a picture of was so fast that it came out a bit blurry, lol.

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      This evening was particularly beautiful. I knew that today was the equinox and as we walked, I thought about what that means for us in the months to come. The darkness will come, the cold and a change in our routine in many senses. Apple picking, pumpkin patching and crisp evenings are on the way.

      As an Ashtanga Yoga practitioner, I am keenly aware of the cycle of the moon. We observe the new and full moon and do not practice on these energetically potent days. Tied to the earth in so many obvious and more subtle ways, it is part of the practice to become cognizant of how these cycles affect our bodies in an acute fashion. The daily breath and movement I experience allows for this awareness to grow slowly over time.

      Yoga poses that were easier and more in tune with the vibrations of summer don’t feel quite the same. These are backbends and opening postures. The natural warmth of summer helps muscles to easily warm up and I find my more difficult postures come more readily. Autumn gives way to the strength and inwardness of folding forward and earthy poses like kurmasana and baddha konasana. Though we don’t change what we practice as do the seasons, poses feel different in my body.

      I find that as the cold and dark come, my body feels more stiff. I need to focus more deeply on my breath and creating the internal heat necessary for my practice seems to take longer. When Ashtanga first found me, it was 5 Surya Namaskara a and 5 surya Namaskara b which we practiced before the standing series. Later, it changed to 5 a and 3 b. I find that after the equinox, I generate more adequate heat by doing the 5 a and 5 b. In winter, as a home practitioner, this is what I do much of the time.  I use a heater almost all year round, but I find it necessary as the weather turns cooler. A little added warmer!

      I do an evening practice sometimes, when my day is too busy to find a morning time. This week, I did an evening practice and was disappointed by the lack of evening sun. I had to close my blinds so my neighbours behind me wouldn’t wonder what was going on over here, lol. Because it was a couple of weeks since my last evening practice, it was very noticeable how much had changed in our daylight hours.

      Soon it will be time for pumpkins and Halloween costumes. Every year the changes are more or less the same. I welcome our new autumn season and look forward to the beauty and rhythm of change to come in the months ahead. Best Autumn Equinox and season to all, enjoy this time of earthly change. Winter is coming!

      Love & Light,

      Lisa xo

       

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    • Ashtanga Yoga: A Moving Meditation

      Posted at 4:03 pm by Lisa K, on September 17, 2017

      Ashtanga Yoga is known as a practice which follows the same sequence of poses every day. We build on more poses as strength and flexibility grow in our bodies and minds. The very first time I experienced an Ashtanga style class I thought it was unusual that between sun salutations there was a five breath hold in downward dog. All the vinyasa classes I was used to doing did all sorts of movements in the sun salutation and it was just so much different. I thought it was a bit boring to be honest. The difficulty level and the feeling I got after concentrating so much more on breathing still left me intrigued. Why the hell would anyone want to put themselves through this? I wanted to learn more about it and more strangely, I wanted to experience it further. That is how it began.

      So what is it about Ashtanga, why is it so captivating?

      I believe it is the Trishtana as it creates  harmony within, that grasps our desire to go further than dipping your toe in the water…

      The Tristhana in Ashtanga is a focus on three places of attention. These are breath, drishti and posture.

      Breath

      The breath literally guides movement in Ashtanga. Even moving between poses have assigned inhale or exhales to maintain the deep methodical breathing utilized, creating heat and focus. The breath is what gives rise to our ability to create effort. When I am doing a very difficult pose, my teacher will remind me to breathe so that I may continue to do the work necessary to continue on. On to discover the next place where I will challenge my limits.

      Drishti

      The drishti is the gazing point. Each pose has a gazing point but the eyes are not really focused on any particular place. There are nine different drishti and it depends on the pose as to which is used. As the pose sequence, the drishti do not change and are practiced with each pose daily. When I am using drishti, my attention turns inward and my meditation becomes firmly planted in that moment in time. I feel and hear my breath. I feel more deeply into my body. Where do I feel the earth beneath me? I notice the effort I am using. Gosh, I forget how much it takes until I bring it back into my awareness. As much as my practice can be physically exhausting, the soulful bond I restore with my internal being is continually nourished and invigorated with each and every breath I take.

      Posture

      The third of the Tristhana is posture and it includes the asana and also the bandhas or energy locks. Particularly mula bandha and uddiyana bandha. These refer to the muscles of the pelvic floor and the low belly. Mula bandha has often been described to me as the muscles which stop the flow of urine. My teacher has another way to describe it, which is to squeeze the anus. Graphic right? Honestly, I have been able to connect more with this squeezing than the pee thing, lol. The uddiyana bandha is activated by drawing the low belly in. The strength created by utilizing these two muscle locks is the seat of power for every pose. Having a background in ballet dancing, I recognized the same feeling in my body when I danced. It is like the entire inner line of the legs from the base of the big toe right up into the solar plexus is involved in this energetic synergy. The grace that is made to look so effortless in both ballet dancing and yoga comes from this place. Perhaps it is the familiarity of remembering something I loved very much that solidified my love for Yoga from the very beginning.

      Together these three points of attention are what bring Ashtanga Yoga practitioners into a state of moving meditation. Our gaze turns inward and the magical awareness of the moment in time being experienced ~ Right. Now.~ is sometimes like slow motion Matrix movie perception. Everything slows down, breath is deep and rhythmic, sweat drips slowly down onto the mat, muscles flex and the body moves through space like a graceful and perfectly orchestrated dance. It may not look as such but it can feel this way on the best of days. Other days, I can feel like an old rusty tin man trying desperately to locate the nearest oil can. But that is the nature of being human. We fluctuate, our bodies and minds fluctuate.

      The Yoga Sutras of Patanjail states in the Samadhi Pada:

      योगश्चित्तवृत्तिनिरोधः॥२॥
      1.2 yogaḥ-cittavr̥tti-nirodhaḥ

      This is translated to mean that yoga is the removal of the fluctuations of the mind. This is really an ideal with which we are working towards by practicing yoga. For me, the seemingly short distance of just under ten years has already provided some impressive breakthroughs in my own personal journey. Knowing how tiny that really is actually serves as a motivation! If my experiences on this level have been so profound to me, I can only imagine what could be ahead for my soul in the wide expanse of time.

      Every day, when I step onto my mat and look down to my feet, I feel gratitude. I am grateful to be alive, a being on this earth. I have been fortunate enough to find the gift of Ashtanga Yoga among other powerful gifts in my life. It is a blessing to be here and it is a privilege for me to share this gift. I know now that I am truly ready to teach yoga. I want to create a place for others to see that glimpse of light that I caught and then watch them nurture it and see it grow.

      Taught my first class on Thursday in a few years and I’m in such a great place to teach from now. Years ago when I first taught, I thought about how difficult my class should be and if people will like me.  These were not the right things to be worrying about.  I then went to Thailand and learned so much that I felt humbled to the point of feeling like I should not teach. I felt that I knew so little that it would be wrong to try and teach anyone else. Now that I have had some years, around seven have passed, I am feeling more confident that I have something to share with others. It feels right and my first class back at it was totally fabulous! Wishing you all joy and happiness always😊

      Love & Light,

      Lisa xo

       

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