My So-Called Yoga Life

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    • It’s Not You, It’s Your Nervous System

      Posted at 8:13 pm by Lisa K, on October 13, 2025

      Dear Diary,

      I was reading some things about the nervous system recently. But before I get into the insights that touch on our perceptions of reality and mental health, I want to trace back a web of connections I’ve been forming over the years, links that began to take shape through my ongoing journey with yoga.

      So I’ve noticed that over the last few years, in mainstream medicine, there has been more of a focus on the vagus nerve and regulating the nervous system through vagal toning. It’s sort of a *buzz* topic.  I read Eddie Stern’s One Simple Thing, a few books and articles on quantum theory, and some psychology and neuroscience papers and blogs about vagal tone over the years. 

      Being in the dental field, I had some prior knowledge about the 10th cranial nerve known as the vagus nerve and that it innervates many areas of the body from the brain to the abdomen. Most importantly for my entry today, that it is part of the autonomic nervous system and it plays a role in the stimulation of the parasympathetic nervous system which is the part that calms us. 

      Later, when I did my first Ashtanga based training, there was an immense focus on pranayama, the fourth limb of yoga, which is breath work to control life force energy which in turn can control the mind and our emotional state. There is also a focus in Ashtanga yoga asana and the effects it has on the nervous system. The primary series in Ashtanga is the Yoga Chikitsa, which is designed to purify and detoxify the body to prepare for the second series which is Nadi Shodana or nerve cleansing that focuses on the spine with deep backbends and twisting postures. These practices are meant to prepare the body for moving into the deeper states of meditation and consciousness.

      So why am I writing about all of this? 

      Well, I was watching a content creator who was wearing a towel on her head and a face mask talk about quantum physics and even though this lady was using a face roller as she was getting ready for bed, she said some things that really resonated with me. What she said was, that in her studies she has learned: When your nervous system believes something, the universe arranges itself to match it. We do not experience the world, we experience our nervous system. This is why two people who have the experience, often have a different version of what happened or their own story.

      Personally, I think this is a very interesting way to look at how reality is shaped. That it is not some concrete observation we have, rather it is guided by our emotional state and the condition of our nervous system. The different energies and frequencies that we emit have some sort of influence on the environment and what we notice or pay attention to is sort of filtered by what we can sense at a given moment.  I mean I think most people would agree that they have felt “vibes” or energy from others. Some people might say this is all just a load of garbage, but I heard and felt what she was saying.

      All of these pieces of information have been circulating around in my mind, and it seems to be resonating with me because it is an entirely different perspective to help me understand myself, especially times when I have some emotional and anxiety overwhelm. When these things happen, I think it’s pretty natural to think about what could be triggering the “episodes” and also to think about how to manage them, when they come up. 

      I began to think about how I view the world when I am feeling down. The way I interact with people and the general feelings I have at those times are the same as the rest of my mind, kinda gross. I am viewing the world through my dysregulated nervous system. One of the tools I have spent the most time developing to manage anxiety has been deep breathing and counted breathing. This is a technique for toning the vagus nerve which activates the parasympathetic nervous system and brings that sense of calm to my pumped up nervous system and slows down the emotional spiral I may be heading towards. By no means am I an expert on how to deal with anxiety but I know that over the years, this has helped me. When I am feeling good, my interactions are lighter, more carefree and feel easy and positive. There are no extra messages I feel compelled to read into and I might even feel “dialed in” to the good energy around me.  

      So you see, the perspective this face masked lady shared enlightened my thinking in a way. To see what might be part of the bigger picture in dealing with life and the roller coaster I accidentally get on from time to time makes the whole experience seem a little less solitary and that things may seem worse than they actually are because I need to rebalance myself. What’s more, this is something I can do something about. I find this comforting and while there will likely be times when none of this will matter, if I work on myself with this in mind, I have another valuable way to understand and learn about being a human being. I am grateful for this experience and for this life.

      With love,

      Lisa

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    • Yoga: My Personal Path

      Posted at 11:05 am by Lisa K, on June 24, 2024

      Dear Diary,

      It has been a while since I have written. Life has been busy. Every once in a while, some thoughts come together and I feel like sharing them here. This post has as much to do about Ashtanga as it does about me. It’s a little bit about my personal practice path, how it shapes me and vice versa.

      When I started practising Ashtanga yoga, my purpose was very different from today. I pushed past my limits, got angry with myself, ignored the signs. The ice I had built up around myself started to melt though, and it quickly became obvious that this wasn’t sustainable. An awareness arose and it had to be acknowledged. It was arduous, but I did. And still do.

      As the years have gone by, my life has had countless ups and downs. I have felt strong and I have felt weak, both mentally and physically and in all different ways, the pendulum has swung repeatedly. If only words could really communicate the depth of emotions we are capable of experiencing. 

      Through all of it, I practiced.  I got on my mat and reveled in the exhilaration of energy and synergy within. I got on my mat and felt the pain while breathing into my anxious mind or aching heart. Sometimes I gloriously caught my heels in kapo, others I barely bent back and could not go any further. But still, I practiced. The movement, the breath, the grounding, the opening, it has always supported me. It has lifted me up, or humbled me or at least just held me where I was. 

      After all this time, my practice continues to transform. Now I mostly practice alone. For now, this is what feels right. And I practice for many reasons – for the love of it, the familiarity, the discipline, the ability to feel deep within my body, to see how my mind is doing, but mostly to just be me. I no longer push when my heart hurts, or berate myself for not doing enough. I breathe and I work. Each pose, though I might have done it thousands of times, can feel so good sometimes and so shitty at others. The wave of sensations can be be incredibly variable from day to day. A metaphor for what is life and a challenge in so many different ways.

      The thing is, it is always enough. Whatever I can do, wherever my mind is, when I get on my mat and breathe, I let go of the expectations and my practice meets me where I am. It doesn’t judge me, and I surrender to this for myself. It hasn’t always been this way. It was not available to me, by way of self-limiting absurdities. But it is now, and I am grateful.

      It’s easy to get lost in the multitudinous responsibilities of life. To put it bluntly, it is just plain hard to navigate the world sometimes. But my practice is always there. It has become an extension of me and I have never wanted to leave it for long.

      If there is a message in all of this, it would be to find that “thing” that seems to just naturally arrange space expressly for you. Something that intuitively nurtures your soul and lets you feel. A place just for you. There is nowhere that feels more real, or reliable and genuine of a place to listen and heal than within.

      With that, I sign off with the very best wishes. To living life, to healing and of course, to Love.

      Best wishes,

      Lisa

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    • The Yoga of Trees: A creative writing piece inspired by the word “tree”

      Posted at 5:34 pm by Lisa K, on February 17, 2018

      I thought I would do something a little different as far as writing goes to try and tap more into my creativity. In doing so I thought I would follow the idea of writing based solely on the inspiration of a word. I have seen blogging groups leave threads open like this and the intention is to help stir this creativity. When I started to think about what word to use, I thought I’d open a dictionary and find one randomly but then suddenly the word tree came into my mind and I went with it…

      Tree

      Leaves fall off randomly as the wind whips the tree’s branches this way and that. The branches give way with ease, flexibly moving with each gust. With each thrash, seeds fly off and if they are lucky enough to land on the forest floor in a spot where rays of the sunlight shine down to, they will likely germinate and grow. It is purely by chance that they are lucky enough to come into existence and once that miracle occurs, and they manage not to be trampled by animals or eaten, they will be around for a long time. They live for centuries and see many events come to pass. Passively listening and moving slowly as they grow towards the light of the sun. Their rings demonstrate the obstacles they must overcome in times of drought or cold. They wear these as insignificantly as the rings that show their strongest and most plentiful years of growth. Like an iceberg, that which we can see above in all its glory is only but a mere glimpse of the immensity and complexity of what lies below. In silence, they quietly breath in the carbon dioxide from the air and in return provide life giving oxygen for the inhabitants of the earth. They are the custodians of our existence, the artists who paint the beautiful blue hues in our atmosphere and are literally responsible for each and every breath that we take.

      The trees are akin to our inner seer, our divinity or force of life. We are born with all of the wisdom required to exist in this form, but are without faculties to grasp it and revel in its blissful glory. Our light is forever an observer, waiting for us to realize and bring to fruition the lessons we have to learn within our lives from our biological existence to our transcendental essence itself. The beauty and grace of our inner light is only revealed in tiny drops and when we least expect it. It is those times when we feel the sudden burst of attuned perfection of alignment in our body mind and soul and they vanish as uncontrollably as they may appear. We unknowingly tap into that sacred part of ourselves at times when we are working within our dharma or true purpose in this world. This is what may drive some to become more trained in the learning of how to witness and in essence become yoga.  This is the enmeshed existence of life with an acute awareness of our own divinity, something that is to be experienced only by a tiny fraction of the devoted monks and practitioners of spiritual awakenings.

      Like the trees, we all wish to know our purpose and give of it freely without attachment. We are jaded by this attachment which is what leads us to lose touch with our effulgent light, to be drawn into the dark. To feel anger, fear, scorn, hatred and jealousy and that is what draws out the evil that will inevitably hold us back forever.

      By~ Lisa Michelle♥️

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    • Yoga For Tight Hips & Low Back

      Posted at 11:15 pm by Lisa K, on February 4, 2018

      In response to some friends who have asked me about yoga they can try at home for low back and tight hips, I thought it would be helpful to write a post so that others experiencing these concerns may try some poses to help improve range of motion and possibly alleviate some tightness causing some ongoing low back tension. I strongly urge you to visit a medical doctor before going ahead with any physical activities, including this sequence, to be sure that it is right for you and your body. Yoga can be very helpful, but is best practiced under the approval of your doctor if you have injuries or body health concerns.
      This sequence of poses can be completed after a gym workout, swim or other activity which has allowed you to warm up your body. They are gentle enough to practice on their own as well and you will want to go slow and feel how your body responds to the movements. That means that it is okay to breathe through tension, but not pain. If you experience pain, you should back off. For the sequence, I recommend having 2 pillows and 2 blankets- 1 thick and 1 thinner.   If you have a yoga block and mat, these will come in handy but the blanket can work in their place if you do not. Be sure to wear loose fitting, comfortable clothing so that you are not restricted in your movements. Breathe deeply and have fun!

      Cat & Cow

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      I like to begin a sequence doing these stretches because they help you ground, become aware of your breathing and warm up the spine nicely.
      Come to table top position which is on all fours with the hands shoulder width apart and hands directly under the shoulders. The knees are hip width apart and knees should rest directly under the hips. Pressing down into your hands, take a breath in as you allow your spine to collapse down as your belly comes down towards the floor and you turn your gaze to look up.  On your exhale- begin to round the spine slowly by pulling the belly in and pressing down through your hands so you can press the upper back away towards the ceiling. Do the full inhale and exhale with poses for a total of 8 reps. Try to breathe deeply and slowly while keeping the inhales and exhales of equal length. Once completed, relax in table.

      Downward Dog

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      Still in table, begin to press your hips up and back, lifting your knees up off of the floor. The knees can stay bent or the legs may be straightened. Fan the fingers of your hands and distribute the weight evenly. Try to bring your heels down towards the floor, it is not important if they come all the way down. Hold this pose for 10 long deep breaths.

      Child’s Pose

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      Come down into child’s pose by bringing the knees down and the hips back towards the heels. Walk the hands forward on the floor and bring your forehead towards the floor. There are two versions, you can do one or both versions as they will relax the hips into slightly different positions. The first is with the knees wide and the second is with the knees together. Stay in the pose and breath deeply for 10 breaths. Come back into downward dog to prepare for the next pose.

      Lunge and Lizard Pose

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      While in your downward dog, step the right foot forward, if your foot does not come in between your hands when you step forward, wiggle it forward as you bring your left knee down to the floor. Your front knee should be directly above your ankle and you want to bring your back knee back further as you feel the lengthening in your left hip flexors. If you want to, try straightening the back leg while keeping the hips low. If you are able to, bring your hands to your right thigh and hold here for 10 deep breaths.

      Next you will bring both hands down to the floor on the inside of your right foot. This will create an even deeper lengthening in the hips. If you wish, try lifting the knee of your back leg off the floor and straightening the leg. This is not necessary but you can give it a try! Breathe 10 long deep breaths here.
      To deepen this pose, begin to bend at the elbows, lowering your body down. Stop and breathe when you feel you are as far as you can go with a feeling of stretching, it should not be too intense. If you can go to this level and wish to try a bit more, try to lower the elbows down to the floor. Again, breathe deep and go where it feels best for you today. The modifications are given as options so that as your mobility increases, you will have another edge to work towards.
      Once you have reached the depth of your pose, stay for another 10 deep slow breaths before coming out and returning to downward dog. Repeat the entire posture from lunge into lizard on the other side with the left foot forward. Once complete, come back into downward dog.

      Warrior 2- Dynamic Movement

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      Step your right foot forward in between your hands again, the the left leg so that you can lift your hands off the floor and come into standing. Your feet should be about 4ft. apart and then turn your body to the side of your mat. Feet should be a heel to arch alignment. This means that the heel of your front foot should line up with the inside of your back foot which will be turned in the same direction as your body. Begin to bend through the front knee and look at the foot as you do this to be sure you can see your big toe. This will allow the knee to be over the ankle properly. Hips are facing the side of your mat. Pull the low belly in and the chest up. Bring your arms out to the sides with palms facing down. Look over at the hand on the same side as your front, bent knee. Hold here for 5 breaths. Then do a dynamic movement of straightening and bending down into the pose, inhaling up and exhaling down 5 times. Straighten the front leg and step back up to the top of your mat. Prepare to do this posture on the other side with the right leg stepping back.

      Malasana

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      When you have finished your warrior 2 on the left leg. Come to standing and if you are using a yoga mat, you may roll it up half way or roll up a blanket. This will be used to place under your heels in malasana. This is s deep squat pose and we will start first by allowing the feet to come slightly wider than hip width. Begin to bend at the knees, keeping the knees over the ankles, so sending the seat back, as though you are going to sit down into a chair. Bring the arms out in front of you as you squat to counter balance and also pull the low belly in. You may also bring the elbows to the thighs if you wish to stay here as your pose.  Or you may slowly squat down lower and lower until you bring your calves and back of the thighs as close together as comfortable. You may come down lower as you feel your hips lengthen over time. You may or may not need the mat under your heels but this is an excellent place to start. Once you come down into a full squat, bring your elbows to the inside of your thighs and hands into prayer position. Wherever you find the deepest version of this pose for you, take 10 deep and long breaths here. Slowly come up and give your legs a little shake out when you are all done.

      Baddha Konasana

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      You may use props for this pose, I have demonstrated a few options you can try to see which feels best. The first is to sit on a yoga block on its lowest level. The sit bones should be firmly on the block, bring your feet together in front of you. A thick blanket may also be folded up and used in place of the block too.  If your knees come high off the floor, placing a pillow or bolster under each side will take the pressure off. Sit tall here and breathe into the pose for 15 breaths.
      The next modification is when you need some height to allow the pelvis to sit upright but not quite as high as a block. Folding a thinner blanket and allowing the sit bones to rest on it may be right for you. Placing pillows or allowing the knees to gently fall to the sides as you bring your feet together in front of you will depend on your level of comfort. Try to bring the heels as close to the body as possible in this pose.
      Finally, you may sit on the floor alone and bring the feet together as close to the body as possible. Sit tall, pull the low belly in and breathe deep. Whichever version you feel best doing, hold for the 15 long deep breaths. When you are done, come down to lay on your back.

      Wind Relieving Pose

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      Check out the video to see how to do this pose. Begin by bending the knees and bringing the feet flat onto the floor. Cross the right ankle over the left knee, keeping the foot flexed. Take the hands behind the left thigh as you lift the foot off the floor. You will begin to feel the stretch in the right hip as you do this. Let the right knee gently fall out to the side as you hug the left leg in further until you feel a good stretch.  On the second side I demonstrate bringing the hands around the shin to take the pose a bit deeper, which you are welcome to try.  Hold for 10 deep and slow breaths. Come down and let the legs both come back into the floor. Do this pose on the other side, left leg coming over the right.

      Supine Twists

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      Laying on your back, take the left leg and squeeze it in towards your chest. Then take the right hand to the outside of the left thigh and bring the knee down towards the floor on the left. As your body twists, try to keep the left shoulder down to the floor. The left hand rests out on the floor away from the body. Hold here for 10 breaths. Let the leg come down and do your other side.

      Happy Baby Pose

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      Laying on your back bring your feet to your hands allowing the knees to bend beside your body. You can take the inside or outside of the feet. Gently pull the feet down as your knees come towards the floor. Some find it nice to rock back and forth gently on the sacrum- this is the bone in the low back you will feel pressing down into the floor in this pose. Take 10 deep breaths here.

      Legs Up The Wall

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      As a nice resting pose that still brings more comfort to the low back, bring your seat right up against the wall and allow your legs to extend up the wall. Your upper body should be relaxed and the arms gently beside you. You may close your eyes and rest here taking as many breaths as you wish to relax after your sequence of poses. If you find it comfortable to come back down laying on the floor in savasana where your arms and legs are just softly extended down beside the body, feel free to rest here for a while afterwards too.

      I hope you found these poses helpful and they really do get more comfortable as you practice them more regularly. Try doing these 2-3 times a week and work your way up to as many as you can fit in. Even doing these poses before bedtime is relaxing and helps your body unwind and prepare for rest. If you have any questions or concerns, please leave a comment below with your comment or email and I can follow up with you. As always,have a beautiful week!

      Much Love,

      Lisa xo

      Obligatory Disclaimer- Please note that no part of this of practice is intended to be used to diagnose, treat, or prevent any conditions. It is not meant to replace consultation with a medical professional. This information is for educational purposes and the practice is completed at your own risk. If you have any health conditions, please contact your medical doctor before engaging in this practice.

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    • 5 Tips to Motivate the Home Practitioner in the Winter

      Posted at 3:34 am by Lisa K, on January 16, 2018

      So over the last month we have had temperatures as low as -30 degrees and even though the heat is on in the house and I have a space heater, it is difficult to get my yoga practice going in the morning sometimes. I feel almost like the fact that my life has called for some evening practice times has been a godsend even though I am really more of a morning person, lol.  So I thought it would be a good idea to share some of my tried, tested and true motivation methods to get on that mat in the early morning during the dark and cold winter months.

      1. When you open your eyes in the morning, drink a large glass of water as soon as your alarm goes off to make you wake up! I keep my water bottle beside my bed so that I pop up and drink it when I turn the alarm off. This helps to get me up, get my digestive tract moving and overall the habit of doing this helps prime me for getting out of bed. It helps that in the next 15 mins, I will need to use the washroom as well, lol!
      2. Once you are up, turn the space heater on in your practice space right away so it can start to warm things up from the get-go. I always find that when I do this, I feel happy to step on my mat next to the extra warmth already going. It’s akin to having a car-starter for that morning drive! It just makes things that little bit easier, which actually goes a long way!
      3. Wear some extra layers that you can peel off as you warm up. I like to practice in leggings and a sports bra. It isn’t fun to put this on early on a cold day and get to practicing yoga. I wear a long sleeve top and after my surya namaskara, I am usually ready to take it off. Wear whatever makes you feel comfy and able to move without feeling unnecessarily chilly. Even with my space heater, I am acutely aware of the temperature difference as it occilates from left to right.
      4. When it’s cold, sometimes I like to try and talk myself out of doing my whole practice. This is actually okay because as you warm up, your mind will change because you will feel that beautiful feeling of your muscles waking up and lengthening as you warm and strengthen. This is one of my favourite parts of practice. As a home practitioner, it is commonplace to have this internal dialogue of doing just standing poses or primary series for me. I relish the end of my practice when I finish the entire thing and actually enjoy doing some of my more difficult poses because I am more aware of how much more fluid and connected I feel as I practice compared to before I started or how I would feel if I didn’t practice. In fact, the memory of this endorphin high is what helps motivate me each time I feel like giving in to my desire to stay in bed. Over time, it has become a serious motivator so that now I am able to get up at 4:30am when I need to start home practice as early as 5am so that I can fit it into my day.

      People have gasped in disbelief when I tell them the schedule I have and even more so at the schedule I had before I had children. As a dental hygienist working down in the city, I would have to get up at 3:20am to fit practice in at my shala before heading to work for 7:30am. I know it sounds crazy, but when something changes your life the way practicing yoga has changed mine, it is really a no brainer. The priming of practicing at early times and the feeling in my body after each time I practice continues to serve as a serious motivator for me to continue. Don’t get me wrong, there are still days where I have had REAL trouble, but knowing that my feeling will return if I push through has allowed me to get past the initial inertia many times.

      5. My final tip is to plan for a delicious cup of coffee and breakfast after practice. I often think about what I will do and how I will feel after I am done to motivate me to get out of bed when it is most difficult. I also remind myself how upset I will be if I do give in and stay in bed. There is just too much to gain from getting up and doing my asana and breathing through each pose. It really is such a personal time, to connect and feel into me before I spend the day as open to what the day may hold as possible. It is a way to regroup and collect myself, and each time I am able to will myself onto the mat and do my practice is another proof that I am the master of my destiny. It sounds cliche, but I enjoy the ability I have to help myself be my best self each time I am able to do so. I feel confident, I feel strong, I feel capable and most of all, I feel ME. It is what keeps me motivated, sane even. My practice is one thing I can count on, whether it is only standing because my son wakes up or I’m able to do my whole practice. I am there, everyday, contributing to the betterment of my physical, mental and spiritual health. I am my own master. I am the director of what I am capable of doing and it feels fucking awesome.

      So be your master. Kick your butt out of bed for a meditation, a run, yoga, anything that helps you reset yourself and find YOU before you begin your day. It will only bring joy, happiness and confidence and who wouldn’t want that??

      Be your best self, hug yourself and look in the mirror today- smile and tell yourself you are amazing because YOU ARE!!

      Much Love,

      Lisa xo

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    • The Art of Finding Time

      Posted at 5:56 pm by Lisa K, on January 8, 2018

      I have written about becoming flexible in the aspects of the physical body and the mental body. But lately I have been thinking more about how to find time to do the things you love and enjoy them without worrying about fitting them into a busy schedule. The reason that I have become sensitive to this particular topic is because I have had some difficulty recently, fitting in my practice time with all of the festivities of the season. I thoroughly enjoy spending time with those I hold dear, but it doesn’t change the fact that my daily rituals of life are affected. I have become accustomed to doing evening practices and hav even perfected the amount of time needed after eating to ensure they are successful. I have actually grown to appreciate the different aspects that an evening practice can offer such as increased strength and flexibility. I do find that sometimes evening practices are marred by racing thoughts but there are no (for the most part) interruptions from my little babes who are sleeping. I suppose there are pros and cons to any time.   I have practiced in hotel rooms, hotel gyms and in my bedroom over the last couple of weeks. While none of them are my ideal spot, there were benefits in some cases! In one hotel room, there was a gas fireplace and it got really nice and toasty! I most definitely appreciated that with all the frigid temps we’ve been having lately. The gym spot was not as good, with people working out around me and a low ceiling, it was distracting. But I was able to fit it in!! My gym practice was at 8:30pm, so as a natural morning person, some adaptation is required, lol.  What I found a couple of days was that I got half a practice done in the morning and then finished it up in the evening! Seriously, sometimes it’s necessary to become inventive in how to get things done.
      The main point of importance during this time was that, even though I had to be even more mentally flexible with my schedule, I was able to succeed in getting some type of practice in. Sometimes it was just primary series and other days I could fit in my entire 1hr 45 min practice in. More and more, the emphasis has become getting some part of a practice in, rather than how much of it gets done. For me, this has taken time to get used to. I’ve had a few years to slowly get comfortable with the need for my increased necessity for mental flexibility as having children already got those wheels turning!
      It can be demotivating to have to make changes to fit practice in but over time it really becomes a test as to how badly I really want to do something. Yoga is like breathing to me and since I’d like to stay alive, I suppose I will keep on working it in wherever it is possible!! Hope you we’re able to find time to take care of yourself over the holidays.  Looking forward to the regular rhythm of life this week.  All the very  best until next week, be happy, smile and be you💖

      Much Love,

      Lisa Michelle xo

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    • The Obligatory New Year’s Post: 2018

      Posted at 2:31 am by Lisa K, on January 1, 2018

      It seems that this year, I am so much more aware of the happenings over the last year than in those past. I started this blog this year and in preparing my writings for it, I suppose it has helped me to really put conscious memory into action as I ponder my thoughts and feelings. I have observed a great deal about my little life and noticed some wonderful things and also some places that could use some really overdue attention. I really love writing this blog, by the way;) There is far too much truth in the fact that we mostly, blindly, fail to acknowledge places in our lives that make us uncomfortable. For me, in the past it was a fear of failing to be my best all the time. I have managed to work quite a bit there and feel much better about this work in progress. This year I experienced some dark times in the beginning of it. Out of my control, but they quelled my growing ability to shine forth more confidently. Many steps back, I notice that I must draw attention once again to confidence in the radiance of my being.
      In 2018, I will take charge of old patterns rather than let them play out. I will speak from within and hold no expectation of how it will be interpreted by those around me. If I am true, I can’t be mistaken for anything other than the true intention that I really am. If negativity happens, it is not me but a reflection of others. I will be TRUE.  I also noticed that I live in a very regimented pattern in my life. Im an ashtangi and it is not difficult to see why I love the practice of Ashtanga yoga so much. It is also very disciplined. However, it impedes my social interactions with people. If time spent doesn’t fit into my comfortable schedule, I can get, well, agitated. I have been aware of this for some time, and have made some progress but it needs more.

      I also can’t cook. I don’t like holding meals because food doesn’t inspire me. I am also vegetarian, which doesn’t harmonize with people around me. Food is more of a subsistence of life for me. It seems to create issues for social gatherings because I don’t relate well to others in this way. I am good at doing activities with people or having a coffee and a chat. Evening visits with a glass of wine aren’t too shabby either, lol, right?? But in all seriousness, I want to connect again without fear of judgement. If I don’t fear it, it can’t burden me. I will practice my meditations, affirmations and general thoughts to help create new mental patterns. If you think it enough, it will become real.  I know my intentions are to relate to others, to feel them.

      The new year isn’t necessarily about changing things or becoming a new person. It is about reflecting on what works and what doesn’t. Realizing what could do with some improvement and what is working better than ever. I like the reset feeling. It reminds me of morning time. I love the feeling of waking up and being out before others. Everything is fresh, untouched by the essence of daytime and I get to see it. That is what the new year is akin to. A time to refresh, reflect and be a better version of me.

      I hope you enjoy this time of year and start off in 2018 with your best foot forward. Be fierce, be powerful, be You.

      Happy New Year my loves!! Best for the coming year to you!!

      Much Love,

      Lisa Michelle xo

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    • Yoga & The Shat Kriyas

      Posted at 1:50 am by Lisa K, on December 4, 2017

      Yoga as it has been popularized in western culture is primarily characterized by asana or the practice of physical postures. There are many people who become more involved in the practice by learning about yoga philosophy and the eight limbs of Ashtanga Yoga. From pranayama (breathing practices) to Dhyana (meditation), people have started to become more aware of the deeper meanings and related rituals and practices involved in yoga. When we think about the second limb, the Niyama, the first is sauca. Sauca refers to the purification of the body both internally and externally. As Chip Hartranft comments in his version of ‘The Yoga Sutra of Patanjali’, sauca extends both to the corporeal sphere of proper diet and cleanliness, on the one hand, and for “mental purity”. This leaves much for us to do as yoga practitioners both physically and within our minds to become closer to the blissful state of Samadhi, the eighth and final limb of Yoga.

      What are the Shat Kriyas?

      According to another prominent yogic text, the Hatha Pradipika, these are internal bodily cleansing processes. I am sharing these with you because I have personally practiced them, learning them from my first yoga training teacher, Paul Dallaghan, on my first 1 month intensive in Thailand. We do pranayama and asana to purify the body as well. The primary series of Ashtanga yoga or the Yoga Chikitsa is meant to purify and detoxify the body. The shat kriya should be practiced in conjunction with the asana and pranayama practice to obtain more effective body purification. When I begin to describe these kriyas, I know some may sound rather extreme, but like anything, with practice they will become easy and routine if you wish to do them.

      The Shat Kriyas:
      1. Neti- jala and sutra – nasal cleansing
      2. Nauli – abdominal organ cleaning
      3. Vaman (dhauti) – stomach cleaning
      4. Kapalabhati– respiratory tract cleansing
      5. Basti– colon cleansing
      6. Tratak– clearing the mind through candle staring

      1. Jala Neti

      Jala neti is nasal irrigation and has gained much recognition in western cultures as of late. Doctors even prescribe for their patients to use a nasal irrigation bottle for allergies to post nasal drip conditions. My husband has a deviated septum and a permanent opening in his upper nasal cavity for which he has been recommended to do this activity. Jala neti uses a small tea pot like container with a salt/water solution poured through one nostril and let to flow out of the other nostril. There is a particular technique so that the water drains properly. It is to cleanse the nasal passageway and I do this technique on a daily basis. It is important, especially if pranayama or even asana are practiced so that deep breathing is completed with a clean airway.

      Neti pot with salt and spoon

      Photo: Neti pot and salt

      Sutra Neti

      Sutra neti is something which I have practiced, but it has not remained a daily practice for me because I find it invasive. It is meant to more intricately clean the nasal passageway and I understand it’s purpose, but it is not comfortable for me to do regularly. It uses a rubber tubing which is slowly fed through one nostril until it comes into the back of the throat. This end is retrieved there and it is slowly pulled back and forth from the nostril to the mouth to clean the passage. At first, I gagged on the cord, but with practice it can be accomplished more easily than one might imagine. However, I do agree that it is not pleasant to do. Afterwards though, I do feel more of an awareness of this area of my body and like flossing, it becomes like necessary evil.
      I do this one maybe twice a year, not very often. I do floss daily though, lol. After being a dental hygienist for many years, I have a healthy flossing habit.

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      Photo: A sutra neti cord

      2. Nauli

      The starting point for this practice is to do uddiyana bandha. On an empty stomach, preferably in the morning, a deep breath is taken in. It is then exhaled and you bend over and place the hands on the thighs close to the hips. Pressing down on this place and without drawing any air in, the abdominal area is drawn up and under the ribcage. It creates heat in the body and helps to identify where the power and strength of this bandha comes from for the Ashtanga asana practice. After this is a place you can find, nauli is practiced. First the rectus abdominus muscle is isolated. This is not an easy feat. With continued practice it can be pulled forward and then nauli is done when it is rhythmically moved from right to left and then in the opposite direction. I am not a master of this process, but I do practice it. I find that on days where my motivation and energy are low, it is most beneficial because it creates an energy and focus of its own that helps to invigorate my desire to practice. I usually do 5 rounds of uddiyana bandha and then 5 rounds of nauli when I feel this way and I’m good to go!

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      Video- a small clip of the current state of my nauli practice

      3. Vaman (Dhauti)

      This kriya was most disturbing to me. I really dislike the feeling of vomiting and that is basically what you do in this practice. The purpose is to cleanse the stomach. A large bottle of water, lukewarm 1 litre to 2 tsp of salt, is drank quickly. The right hand is then used to induce vomiting so that the water is thrown out. I did this practice 1x week after returning from Thailand but have since lost its practice because I find it so disturbing. I dislike the feeling of vomiting and do not feel that it is necessary to subject myself to this practice regularly. Perhaps I should, but I do not. Neti should be performed following vaman to clear the passageways of the remaining water which comes up from the stomach.  I have dhauti in brackets next to my subtitle because vaman is actually one form of the stomach cleaning practices of which there are more.  They are increasingly invasive, as I recall, one involves swallowing a large length of cloth.  I will not discuss them further here as I have not done these myself.

      4. Kapalabhati

      If you have ever been to a moksha yoga class, you have probably experienced this pranayama. It is completed by taking a deep inhale and then doing shallow, audible exhales very quickly through the nose. It is to help remove any leftover water from jala neti and vaman and should be practiced after these. Kapalabhati is also an internal heat generating pranayama and caution should be taken in its practice. Any practice which involves extra internal heating should be under the guidance of an experienced teacher. In fact, all of these kriyas should be practiced first by the instruction of an experienced teacher. I found that in my constitution, some of them did not suit me well. I wish to write a post about aryurvedic body constitution soon. I am strongly pitta which is already a heat generating constitution and so this practice is to be completed in a limited way for me.

      5. Basti

      Ok, this colon cleansing practice is more than I am willing to do. Luckily on my stay in Thailand, there was a colonic machine available so it was a bit more accessible for me. Cleaning the colon has several practices which I will not discuss here because I have not done them personally. I have only done the colonic method where I helped guide a lubricated tube into the anus and then water was pumped into the colon and then later ejected. The idea of these practices is again to purify and cleanse the colon. I do understand the purpose and need for these practices because it is possible nowadays more than ever for food stuffs to become lodged within due to the preservatives and simulated products we have available in this day and age. It is important to have a healthy and clean colon for regular bowel movements and toxin removal, especially for the practice of yoga asana!

      6. Tratak

      This is a practice that also helps the practitioner become closer to Dharana or concentration which is the 6th limb of yoga. Dharana means to fix the mind’s gaze or consciousness onto a single point. Tratak is when a candle flame is lit in the dark and placed at eye level about 3 feet away. The practitioner should be seated in a comfortable position such as sukhasana (cross-legged) or padmasana (lotus). The flame is stared upon until the eyes become dry and then the practitioner lies down and rests in savasana for 5-10 mins. Tratak is to clear the mind, create focus and bring consciousness within. I do this one about 1 a month and really I could do it much more frequently. It does remind me when I was a kid, my best friend and I would go into the closet and stare at each other in the dim light of a flashlight shining at the opposite wall. We would stare at each other’s faces until we could see nothing except the others eyes. Tratak is a very focusing practice and I enjoy this one. It can be completed daily because it doesn’t take that much time really at all.

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      Photo: Tratak or candle staring

      So you see, Yoga is such a complex practice and there is so much more involved than just doing poses and breathing. While these aspects on their own are capable of serious transformation, the kriyas are the next step of creating a body and mind which are clear and very sensitive to the stimuli in our complex world. I hope you have found this information interesting and useful. It doesn’t hurt to try some of these practices to see the depth of their healing. I recommend finding a teacher to help you in your practice of the kriyas and yoga asana in general, as it will be most beneficial to you mentally and physiologically. Wishing you the best as always, namaste.

      Love to you,

      Lisa xo

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    • The Havan Fire Ceremony

      Posted at 2:41 am by Lisa K, on November 26, 2017

      A few weeks ago, I had the privilege of joining a Havan Fire Ceremony with our current yoga teacher training group at The Yoga Mat. One of my colleagues is part of the Dhyan Foundation which is a spiritual and charitable organization run solely by volunteers to spread awareness and knowledge of the path of yoga. Teaching many authentic practices involved with yoga, the Havan is a ceremony dedicated to aid the positive forces of creation. As human beings we commence in a Havan for the peace and prosperity of our home and creation as a whole. The ritual has been recorded and it’s practice is sustained in ancient Vedic texts which are important resources involved in forming our understandings of yoga today.

      The Havan is a ritual where all aspects of the ceremony are performed and prepared for with intention. The fire is lit and Sanskrit chants are spoken to create the proper atmosphere for the spiritual intention. There is ghee or clarified butter used as an offering and it crackles the fire during chanting. It is at this time that fragrant medicinal herbs are spread into the fire. These are prepared specially at home prior to the ceremony for the purpose of offering. There is a conch shell blown as a horn before and after the ceremony. The hands are washed to purify before we begin. We sit with crossed legs and palms turned up to accept and allow the positive energy to flow freely around and through the group. The whole process serves as a meditation and a focus on creating a sacred and inclusive space for those involved to really connect with the intention but more importantly, with each other. As I sat and listened to our guide, Chaavi, chant, I could hear the Gayatri Mantra and pieces of other mantra which I have become familiar with through my own path of yoga. The Gayatri is a powerful mantra and is said to mean “May the divine light of the Supreme Being illuminate our intellect, to lead us along a path of righteousness”. It is a powerful mantra which is said to purify the chanter and also the listener, by the Rig Veda.

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      Above: Chaavi performing the Havan for us

      When I went to Thailand to see Paul Dallaghan and Sri OP Tiwari almost eight years ago now, we did this very ceremony every morning before we began our pranayama and asana practice. I remember the ghee being spread over the flames of the fire and the grains being offered by students into the fire during the meditative chants that were performed by Paul and Tiwariji. The feelings I experienced at the end of our Havan back here in Canada with Chaavi were the same. I felt grounded, connected, soft and aware of something greater than each of us- our communal energy, when we ended the ceremony. It felt like we participated in something which drew up energy from within ourselves and from the one place with which we all exist. Such a peaceful and calming feeling overall. An experience which I highly recommend for yoga practitioners and non-yoga practitioners alike. At the end of the ceremony we were offered to place the ashes of the fire onto our third eye, the forehead as it is a way to connect our divine being. Of course I accepted this offering because, who wouldn’t want to experience that?

      My Personal Deeper Reflections on Yoga

      My reflections upon yoga are echoed with each experience I have had over these past 10+ years that I have been learning and practicing. The practices and the meanings are like a catapult for the mind into places of my being which lay in a sort of coma for much of my teenage to early adult life. As a child, I had no barometer for what was socially accepted and did what I felt was right. I painted my shoes. I participated in the science fair. I sang, danced and created art. I even earned a creative arts award on my grade eight graduation. I accomplished much in dance, I was accepted to a prestigious ballet school and won contests for art at local fairs. I followed my light. I did what I felt was right from within. As a teen, I became consumed by acceptance. There were some other disturbances as well. I turned inward, into my shell. I became insecure about socializing and fitting in. I lost connection with my internal knowing. I felt disconnected. I didn’t feel like I fit in with my peers. I had decorated my locker in grade 9 with a collage of cat pictures I liked. When some peers saw the effort I put into it, they thought it was weird. I was ridiculed by my local dance teacher when I came home from dance school. I didn’t want to pursue it because I wanted so much to be home with my family. I missed them and wanted more than anything to be with them than to follow my dream. My teacher couldn’t relate. I felt alone. I lost my connection, I became obsessed with perfection. I thought that if I did what was expected really well, no one would put me down. I could be invisible. If there was nothing to complain about, how could I be a spotlight? As I moved into adulthood, I was able to sort out many of the feelings I had as a teen. I mean, many kids struggle at this hormonal and changing time in life.

      It was Yoga that really helped me heal from my disconnection. It has helped me to reconnect to that inner voice that I had shut down because it didn’t fit in. You see, yoga doesn’t care if you are fitting in with the trend or what is cool. Yoga is there to help you reconnect with what is important, with what really matters in life. I feel more confident in my own skin now that I ever have as an adult. I am rekindling my own fire with that unstoppable energy that guided me as a child to do what is right for my soul, what is right for me. I once again march to the beat of my own drum and don’t care if it’s not the same beat as anyone else. I am me. I am happy to be me. I connect to me. It is a beautiful feeling. When I think about how many years went by where I was a bit lost, I feel bad, but I don’t dwell on what I can’t change. I move forward and let my light guide me where I need to be. It feels wondrous and I think we can all find that place within ourselves. I wish this for every human being on this planet. I dream of the day where we are all Yoga and we are all truly aware that we are ONE ~ Samadhi.

      LOKAH SAMASTAH SUKHINO BHAVANTU

      Means~ May all beings everywhere be happy and free, and may the thoughts, words, and actions of my own life contribute in some way to that happiness and to that freedom for all.

      Best wishes my beautiful readers,

      Love,

      Lisa xo

       

       

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